I woke up to a hard long morning. I woke up early in the morning. I am not looking foward to tomorrow night. For I have to babysit. I want to sleep, most of all I want to talk to my baby.
Last night I bought a Webcam [online] so it will be fair for her. She will finally get to see me. Finally, I get to show her my smile that I have when I talk to her. I just hope it works with the desktop at home...Lets hope it does. It didn't cost much only 14 something. I can go on stickam and make some kind of show. Probably not. But if people give me ideas, and I finally get more open with myself, not shy and to not be ashamed of myself just maybe.
I'm eating oatmeal peach. Yummy I suppose. I brought it from home. I'm at the place where I babysit. Doing my laundry because my water at home...well the well thing is running dry so I take showers at home and do laundry here. The girl is in school..So yea I am listening to music, writting this blog, and eating my breakfast. I'm also waiting for it to be time to call my love.
Its taking for ever. I just realized it is not even 9am yet..Damn. I'm so sleepy.
I wonder if I'm going to go home today, I do hope so. But I brought my medicine with me. Just in case..I hope not cuz I want to go to bed. Haha..:But it's going to be a easy night though only to 3:30pm....
Tomorrow is to 7:30. But tomorrow while she is in school I am going to go home and rest. hehe I am excited for that..I'm just been in the mood to go home. I don't really want to be here. *sighs* but in a few months if my mom moves they want me to move here..But I don't want to...*sighs* I need my own space..thats not here. =[ I'm always to busy trying to please everyone around me and not doing whats right for me.....Some hit me, knock it out of me. Please...I don't like to make others unhappy when I can pervent it. =[ Maybe to nice.